December 2009
8 posts
STORY: BY BSCHH
heckyeahawesome:
betsyclementeishere:
paststarstrucker:
ohmysiomai:
herbodyylanguage:
indianabanana:
bhabiebhoo:
staygoldyahear:
anthonaniz:
unitedonlyinside:
kayydubb:
gigglymexicans:
erikaainwonderland:
thisisntworking:
bschh:
it was the first day of school, and i was getting ready to get on the bus, so naturally i was like . so i was doin’ my thang, and eating a...
its hard not to smile
when youre nestled in the back of a near empty bus, dreamily wavering between wake and sleep, listening to the winter concertos from vivaldi’s “four seasons” after a long night in the city with good friends. life is good tonight. tonight i am happy.
i'm itching for
a long drive an endless mixtape a trip more weed some beers cool spring air understanding connection something to believe in someone to believe in someone to believe in me feeling truth beauty freedom love above all things, love.
i don't know, but
maybe it was all the christmas spirit.
“i don’t need anyone but myself”? that’s a laugh. i need someone to fill all the empty spaces in my day. someone to help me drift off to sleep at night. someone to agree with me when i think i’m having a good hair/face day.
or i need someone to get wasted with me and stick their tongue down my throat. i’m really not...
the little things,
like painted finger nails, new boots, a good hair/face day, your uncle’s classic rock music collection, and the fact that its christmas night, can make everything seem to pretty and wonderful and perfect. i dont need anyone but myself right now. if only it were snowing as well.
actually, truly, legitimately alone.
what does one do
when terrible things happen
and the only person who can help
or make it hurt less
or even just listen
is no longer a part of one’s life
and never will be again.
what the fuck does one do?
fuck
its all a fucking joke.
im kidding myself.
were all fucking kidding ourselves.
laugh it up baby.
shaking and burning
im losing my fucking head
and heart
and everything else
im trying so hard to become this cold shell of a human to please him
when really all im doing is making everything hurt more
kidding myself
kidding ourselves
kidding. lying. hiding.
stinging. burning. biting....
lily allen and kate nash
absolutely fantastic, in every single way.